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Gifs 3-4: Entry #2.Today, Soohyun came over to finish an assignment with me. Somewhere along the way, feelings were confused. I told him that I liked him, finally…and we shared a romantic evening together. Yes, we had sex. And it was amazing. I called him cute and so he flexed his abs. I’ve never squealed or blushed so hard in my life…
Gifs 5-6: Entry #3.Today in class, we couldn’t stop sparing each other glances. Each time he’d look at me and smile, I’d melt and look away like a little idiot. I’m his idiot. <3 I love him. I’m happy.
Gifs 7-8: Entry #4.Today…I saw Soohyun kiss her. There had been rumors and even though he and I weren’t official, I didn’t thinkit could be true. I witnessed it with my own eyes. People snapped photos of the scene..I was so embarrassed, angry…hurt…
I got into a physical altercation with Soohyun. He kept shouting that he never loved me and just was experimenting. That I was a fool for falling in love. The memory of them kissing remains engrained in my head. It makes me sad and I cry… I wish I were better. I wish I were what he wanted. I wish he loved me.