You… Oh god, you. You’re like poison candy. Fucking irresistible and desirable yet so fucking painful to eat. You’re more candy than poison. I honestly think I’m in love with you. I really, honestly do. I can see us together. I can see it.. But you’re not into me romantically. It sucks, and it’s embarrassing but..

I also really love when you say love me and play with my hair and cling onto me. I love how to trust me enough to tell me when you do things like hurt yourself.. You make me feel alive.

We used to clash a lot… But I think we’ve warmed up to each other enough now. I’m so glad I met you. You’ve been my rock through the roughest times of my life. I love you. I feel kinda silly saying all this but it’s true. I can’t help but to hope and wonder that maybe one day you’ll wake up and realize that you love me t– also. So I have to move on.. But I don’t want to. But I have to.

I miss you when you’re not here like hell. I get upset and I sometimes cry. I just love you like crazy and I need you to know that. Let’s not let anything get between us. Mana will really love you, but not nearly as much as I do.

Stay golden, my Dorky Strawberry Mermaid.